Over the years as a marathon runner, I learned that running
is certainly a “you vs. you” sport. Your personal achievements are simply based
on how much effort you put into it. I never wanted to compare myself to others
because I’ve never walked (or ran) a mile in their shoes. I wholeheartedly
commend everyone who trains for a race. Whether you’re a veteran runner trying
to qualify for Boston or a new mom trying to lose the baby weight, you have my
utmost admiration.
I’ve been doing a lot of soul searching over the last few
months and realized that I have a profound passion for landscape and portrait
photography. It’s incredible to feel the same “runners high” when I take a
great photograph. I desperately wanted to branch out and start advertising a
business page but I soon realized that there are (literally) over a hundred
photographers in my area. My insecurities and doubt instantly took over. How
could I possibly compete or compare myself to so many talented photographers? I
felt completely unworthy.
I continued to shadow a close friend as she went on photo
sessions and she introduced me to a community of photographers who solely
believe in community over competition. It was so refreshing to know that there
are people who believe in serving the community and building relationships
rather than competing and tearing one another down. I had the privilege of attending
a dinner with some of these beautiful idealists. I was in awe of the
instant fellowship I experienced. It was wonderful to hear new ideas of young entrepreneurs
in my area who truly want to better our community.
When I left I had steadfast peace knowing that it’s "OK" to
start from scratch. There are people who genuinely want you to be brave and
succeed. There are people who want you to take a risk and let go of your fears
to watch you achieve your dreams.You just need to believe in yourself.
